Sheesh...

$223.04 phone bill

*sigh*

[ esca | 2:28 PM | ]

 

I think in many respects I'm a very shallow person. Haha big suprise? ; ) Seriously though, I feel like the most callous and superficial of things can cause me to do or not do things, and then in order to justify my feelings I look for reasons which may or may not be true.

For instance, I'm just a naturally curious person. Yet, I feel as if I believe there's something wrong with that. Sure curiousity is a commendable trait in small bouts, but there's a fine line from where curiosity becomes nosy and prying. Would you jump off a bridge just because your are curious? (in whiny annoying tone that only a loving mother can phrase) Honestly, I think I would, only to see what would happen. I'm not just slightly curious, but overly curious. I'm the type of person who would do something bad just to confirm the results.

Does that make me a bad person? Consequently, novelty is a big thing for me. Sometimes I continue to do things because I haven't finished satisfying my curiousity. Routine is a bad thing for me, sometimes I feel a desire to stop doing things because there's nothing more to be curious about.

However, that being said, I think that leaves me personally at odds between what I truly feel about a lot of things. Experience has told me, when I'm feeling that tragic wanderlust, the desire to stop what I'm doing and 180, in a short time to come, nostalgia for my favorite things will overset me. A lot of times, that's what keeps me sane in knowing things that I truly appreciate. That some other desire besides my insatiable curiousity has bound itself to my heart.

[ esca | 11:09 AM | ]

 

They gave us free tea mugs, pretty cool ones too. They being, the people who run Tea Station down in Mira Mesa, and us being this christian bible study group that meets there on wed nights. Strange, I guess they like our company, not sure why, we talk loudly(in a vain attempt to combat the asia-pop music), we sit for hours without ordering very much, and we constantly request water.

Something tells me we're good for business, maybe that's why...every asian tea shop needs to have a group like us, well dressed, well mannered, and willing to populate the store during off peak business hours. We're like a prop, from ikea. ^_^

[ esca | 9:13 AM | ]